Idiotic Crushes

Dear Diary,


My crush is getting on my nerves!! He ignores me and acts like I'm not in the same room. He treats me like I'm nothing!! Ughhhh!! He used to treat me like I mattered, now its like I'm just nothing. 
  How could he do this?? He walks by me, glances at me, then when I catch him looking he looks away, and goes back to treating me like I'm nothing to him. Like I don't even matter. 
  Why do guys have to be such assholes? Or even worse, idiots. 
  He needs to cut his crap, and either tell me whats going on, or I don't think we could be friends anymore. 
  I wish I could know why he is treating me like this. But I'm not entirely sure I would even want to know. 


"Sometimes you just need to keep distance from other people. If they notice, they care. If they don't, you know where you stand."

Crushes

Dear Diary,


   You know that feeling you get in your heart and the flutter in your stomach when your crush smiles, winks, or looks at you? Well, I get that feeling everyday.  All day, everyday. When he texts me, calls me, emails me, or messages me on Facebook, I get the butterflies all over again. It literally is the best feeling in the world!! 
    I have a major crush on him!! Do you want to know the best part? He knows about it!! Do you wanna know the worst part? I told him "As much as i like you, I think its best if we just stay friends." Yeah, I know. Foolish, stupid girl. Don't lecture me about it. But I feel that was the right thing to do. It hurts to see him with other girls, but I know that I made the right decision. The butterflies are still there, but its best if he doesn't know. 
   
"If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, its yours. If it doesn't, its not meant to be."